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Ludwig van Beethoven
(1770-1827), one of history's most famous and mysterious composers died at
the age of 57 with one great secret. Upon his death, a love letter was
found among his possessions. It was written to an unknown woman who
Beethoven simply called his *Immortal
Beloved.*
The world may never put a face with this mysterious woman or know the
circumstances of their affair and his letters are all that is left of a
love as intensely passionate as the music for which Beethoven became
famous. Compositions such as the Moonlight Sonata as well as Beethoven's
many symphonies express eloquently the tragedy of a
relationship never publicly realized.
July 6, 1806
My angel, my all, my very self -- only a few words today and at that with
your pencil -- not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined
upon -- what a useless waste of time. Why this deep sorrow where necessity
speaks -- can our love endure except through sacrifices -- except through
not demanding everything -- can you change it that you are not wholly
mine, I not wholly thine?
Oh, God! look out into the beauties of nature and comfort yourself with
that which must be -- love demands everything and that very justly -- that
it is with me so far as you are concerned, and you with
me. If we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I!
Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shall
surely see each other; moreover, I cannot communicate to you the
observations I have made during the last few days touching my own life --
if our hearts were always close together I would make none of the kind. My
heart is full of many things to say to you - Ah! -- there are moments when
I feel that speech is nothing after all -- cheer up -- remain my true,
only treasure, my all as I am yours; the gods must send us the rest that
which shall be best for us.
Your faithful,
Ludwig
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